first week of sku and the week was terrible. i cuden wait to get away from the hectic life and come back to my nice cosey home. and if its possible i'd like the weekends to be free so i can do some catchin up wif some frens i noe of.

well life at sku was suppose to be fun but wat the heck la. 1st day of sku re-openin is like 1st day of something. homework came pourin in like nobody's business and then teachers were all down and hard on us. what the heck la?

trainin's better. they cut down on trainin time so we can study better. tats reali good. so now can get to study, rest and spend time wif frens more.

wats more is that i tink there's smth wrong wif my girlfren. or mayb there's somethin wrong wif me. i feel reali distant from her but fone calls somehow makes it better. but meetins nowadays are reali depressin and it never ends wif a kiss anymore. its either she has to do smth or ya, so its kinda funny now. oh well.

mother tongue o's next week. haha. shud b easy la. and result will be out sometime in august i tink. hmm. damn long....!

hmm..sku starts in like 2 more days and i was jus beginnin to so-called enjoy my holiday...
haha. damn!! oh well. left a few more months before sku ends and soon i'll b off to livin life as a poly student!

but first. gotta set some priorities rite 1st. gotta get girlfriend something cool, gotta confirm a job and next gotta confirm my grades. so yay. a few minor adjustments oughta do the trick. ok..

anyway, somehow i cant wait to go back to sku. but then agn goin back isn't all that fun now. firstly cos now most of the soccer guys are outa boardin and only a few of us are left. hell yea! its gonna be fun once all the o'level students start muggin. haha. suckers!

well evry1 has their paths rite. ok well, mine's a risky choice but hu gives a shit?? its my life! haha. find yours...

ah well. life goes on. alrite, have fun o'lies! hehe.

hey y'all. after a few days of sweet thinkin i realize yea. i shud be happy!

anyway, finally the hols are comin to an end! 1stly cos i have hardly any money left and 2ndly ive kinda get sick and tired of home so i wanna go back to sku n do a bit of my stuffs there. haha. oh well.

some people i noe aint reali happy abt it but heck! i kinda love sku. dunno why but yea. haha. oh crap. dun reali have much to say la. jus tat im so super bored and that i need to get out of the hse. and stay out! lol.

well. yea. for those guitar lovers, a guitar clinic's on at my studio. PLEASE CHECK IT OUT AT THE STUDIO'S BLOG!! cheers y'all!

hey! its 2am in the freakin mornin and i cant slp. sigh. and im probably not gonna slp at all. like what the hell? a truth that u learnt from some1 that its probably true and now i regret knowin that.

i mean yea! sure i said: " be honest with me and tell me the truth.." but like gettin hurt cos of it isn't bein nice is it? damn. its jus so hard to accept certain facts this days. heh

ok well. sad thing is that earlier jus now we lost to the malaysians. by 1 goal. what the heck? anyway, dun wanna talk about it la. so damn depressin on why we lost. haha.

anyway, later gonna go for interview, hope i dun look like a zombie!

hey hey! Jus got home from that weird dinner we had with my aunt. Not too bad. Jus some weird chinese dish. yup. well, my aunt was amazed at the studio's set up and she said its reali nice. ahaha. dunno whether she noe's how a studio looked like in the 1st place.

anyway, my girl jus landed earlier this evenin! hooray, finally she came back. haha, oh well. cant reali spent much time wif her :( cos of all the freakin trainins. haiya, oh well.

anyway, gettin tired now, so ya. well its been fun today. dunno y i had to say that. but yea! its fun...:))

Ah yes, finally! Today is the day that she finally returns form her 2 week holiday in Australia! Well I’ve got loads to ask her and how come she suddenly extended the holiday from a week to 2 weeks!! Anyway, yea, I tink she’ll be landing this evening or smth.

Speakin of landing, my aunt jus landed in s’pore from china. Well she has been there for over two years now. Her company posted her there. And later tonight we’ll be meetin up together for some special get-together dinner. Well this is what my family always arrange for wen a loved 1 either jus return from a long long time away or going away for a long time. Wonder if my girl’s eligible in this. Haha. Anyway, my aunt will be coming to the studio 1st and it tink after that we’ll then go to esplanade or smth for that dinner.

And the strangest thing happened, I’ve not been having good sleep recently and it reali sucks. I tink yesterday’s game result had ended up bad cos of my ability of not being able to focus on what I was doing. Well I was suppose to cover my team-mate’s back but somehow at that point of time I dunno where the hell I was and then no cover was given and it resulted in the goal. Well we were leading 2-0. Then at the stroke of half time, the equalize, 2-2, within the space of 2 mins! Both goals were the same, mistake by my partner and no cover from me. Style rite? Haha, well then 2nd half started. Manage to grab the lead 1st and then penalty awarded to them and the level it up again. So in the end, the score was 3-3 and ovrall I played like shit. Partly cos of lack of sleep and partly cos I was playin in the wrong position, thanks to my dear coach, hu tinks every1 is very versatile and can play anywhere on the field and produce quality performance. Haiya. I dunno. Syafiq, pranav and aliff mayb out for lion city. Well now we dun have enough players. Oh well. So much for defending the title. Gosh! I have this major gut feelin we’ll lose. Hmmm, I guess it’s the coach’s problem, not ours. So heck ah, coach’ll get in trouble not us. Hehe.

Oh there’s one more thing, june holidays are suppose to b the days where students like us take a break from the busy schedule of studying and whatever that we’re doin. But NO! for me, my holidays are packed with days of trainin and games!! I dun mind the days where I go jam wif my friends but wat the heck?! Everyday trainin reali has my time spent poorly. Wanna go out oso cannot, cos need to go trainin. Haiya. Dunno y they like to pack the schedule like tis. So irritatin! Sigh, I guess tats jus wat soccer players has to do to sacrifice in order to be good I guess....

Well now that some people I noe of that comes here, haha. I’ve decided that mayb I’ll start paragraphing for once! Haha. Cos usually I jus mesh everything up into 1 long story for y’all to read but then I noe it’s a bit irritatin to read everything all at once so ya. I’ll jus do something like that.

Anyway, its been 5days since she left. Haha. 2 more days n she’ll b back but like there’s so little time left for me to spend with her. Sigh. Cos aft tis wk, I’ll only I tink 1wk or so b4 the lion city starts, and boi! Do I miss her. Haha. Damn!!

Okok, my mum’s studio’s reali reali bcomin like a studio. With posters all hanging, good amps and guitars, plus plus big big rooms that reali allow freedom to play, I reali like her studio. I mean duhh..its my mum’s but heck, I’ve been to studios that are reali reali cramp and small and lousy so yea. A good example was ytd.

Our band jam at my mum’s place ytd and we had a few songs in mind to play. Well the usual, started off with the river and then followed by face down. The huge problem with face down is that somehow the sound that we played was reali messy and it’s reali uncomfortable to hear. So we have to work out that problem, the river was fine. Damn shiok! Haha. Oh and then came Skinhead Army by ACAB, woah! I tell you. If we were performin on stage, we’d be given high scores for creativity! Haha. You know, the song itself became so shiok that when we played, it sounded reali reali good and nice. So far, this’s the only song that we played sounded reali reali good and it was exciting as well. Towards the end when the song begin to climax to the end, every1 started goin nuts..! Everyone was head banging, I rmb I almost hit my mic in front of me and chris was feelin it as well, including khai. Haha! And when the song rolled almost into the end, chris wen up into the air and landed with a pose. Cool rite! Haha, and yea, he pushed off from the drumset, that’s how he got air time in the studio and that’s how big the studio is for you ;)

Well that’s about it. Not much reali came about this whole week. Reali boring I should say. Oh I’ve finally gotten a psp but what the heck! NO game. Haha, memory card not big enough to put it games so ya…must slowly slowly wait for money to come then I can go buy game. Oh well..gonna go studio now! Chao…!