a brutel mistake let to a downfall in frenship with my fello bestmate. well indeed i did learn that by opening up too god-damn much is rather bad for myself. mayb i dun realize it wen im doin it but soon aft, wen u learn tat they found out abt it, u tink back n realize: " why did i do it?". after all, it was suppose to b personal talk n now it seemed i've let my fren down. i guess he's angry at me now, i mean hu wuden? anyway, i dun trust the ppl arnd me n in return i think they wuden too. so i guess its time to jus shut up and listen....

its probably the best thing to do