day 3 after our break up and i'm finally feelin better. well. of cos, i din do it alone. well i have my friends to help me out. and they're reali reali helpful. im sure without them i'd done something crazy. heh. well, its only day3 and the feelins are weird, like it comes back and forth, doesnt jus go away for once. well, tats wat you get wen u reali love some1 and they hinder u jus for some1 else....haha! and i thot she was a nice person. but no. the same old idiot that ruins ppl's live cos they think they can jus let go any old how. well. no use talkin abt any of it now rite? its over! haha. anyway, im lookin forward to a better life now, i jus hope i can get back at her someday....any ideas y'all?