| haha. damn! ytd was fun. went down to the streets of geylang to get my clothes for the upcoming festival. well, the whole bloody place's full of ppl. (aint it obvious?) yea and so it was reali packed and the cars cud hardly move. anyway, b4 that, we were gathered at Safuwan's house to celebrate his 16th birthday. it was good. his mum cooked up a storm for us, especially the soup tulang! so we ate an dafter that went to do our own stuffs. we sat down, talk talk, crack jokes blah blah, the usual. and time does fly wen ur having fun. we started at 7 and nxt thing you know, its alredy 9 so at that time, i made my move and left to go meet my family in geylang. ok, that was that. now on to another situation. well a week ago, i thot it had ended but last night, all the feelings and anger came back, almost as if it was on standby mode and someone had pushed the "on" button, bringing it back to life. it was reali wild last night. It started out wif violent behaviour and languages and both us weren't so giving so we reali fought hard ti not give in at all! anyway, it went on for a good 2hours before this emotional drama subsided, which i finally succumbed to her and allowed her to say wat was on her mind while i listen... i reali hurt her badly this time, i cant explain how i noe but all i can say is that during the convo, i felt wat she was feeling, although i dunno if those were her true feelings but all the more, it was rather bad and i felt it. & I felt bad after that, doesnt matter. Now i noe y we hardly talk anymore. Of course time is what we need but do i have that much time to give? haha. of course! not studyin anymore.... anyway, despite the heated argument, all went well after that. im glad i got it out of my system. anyway, ytd was a reali great day. even the conversation left an impression on me, haha. im still astounded by what we said last night, but im pretty sure it happened for a reason :) |
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