there goes my happiness. once again wen i thot i had the chance to change god decides to take that chance away from me. now that im single again i dunno how i feel. i cannot accept the fact that i made the decision to leave her. anyway i deserve better, like what a lot of ppl say i do. i dunno. i guessed i failed miserably as a boyfren. failed to hold on to her for a good period. well. ive done everything possible that a good boyfren would do. i dunno if this new guy would be able to match up to my standards. well yes, i may not be the best lookin but i sure know how to treat a girl right. anyway, since she has already moved on i'd better be on my way as well, but im finding it very hard to do so. mayb cos i reali loved her n not want to let go. sigh. but i have to...anyway, life's cruel. it doesnt give you any chances, it only brings you obstacles that is believed to b stepping stones to life. well. i jus missed that stone and now im falling deep into a hole. i dun tink im able to find my way back now. im reali lost and lonely.....

i guessed that's how life's gotta be right?