| i'm seriously caught up between stuffs that's making me sick. I cant think properly and I seriously dunno wat to do. I hate being tied down to situations like this and I cant believe that I've gotten myself into this mess. It's really painful to know so much, I guess that's why people say don't stick your nose into places where it shouldn't be or as the old saying goes, curiosity killed the cat. Well, I'm not killed yet but I'll soon be. It's not that hard figuring it out and I know you readers are tryin to piece this together. Unfortunately, I cant disclose any of it here, all there is to say is that I am quite irritated by the fact that I have to submit in some point of my life just to get the desire that I hunger for. Well, then you may say that I shouldn't crave for such desires and should just be happy with what I have...well, sadly, if I don't do it, then I won't be happy. It's hard to understand, and I never said it would be easy to solve this shit. Well, here's a little hint to what I'm saying(if you're interested), I never got to understand something really important in life, but over the past few days I realize it, only to realize it with a painful experience. That's all. If you think that this doesn't make sense at all after reading all this crap, then I've only got two words for you! FUCK OFF! |
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