fuck! this is bad... i think i'm turning gay!! today i saw this guy in the shop and he made a pass at me! worse thing is... i actually felt like returning the gesture! i cant help but look at myself in the mirror ALL the time. and i take longer to get ready then my girl! anyway, i few shops down i saw this other guy. around 18. and i swear he has the best arms i have ever seen! so strong! fuck i steam sia.. just looking at him. is it weird that guys keep staring at me? i dont wanna turn gay!