Okok, well, class seems to be getting reali closer together. We went bowling together at Safra country club, boy, was it funny. Its really a fucking good way to relief stress. Haha. See all the funny bowling styles, making me feel reali reali good. But then again there’s still people trying to make me fucking pissed off with them. I dunno why but I get reali agitated by some people.
K whatever, at least this morning I was late for school. Kinda feels good to be late. It’s been like awhile to be late. Haha. I can have a later sleep in + my rest is finally good and sufficient. Haha.
Today I finally went back to sports school, and it was reali reali weird. I kinda missed the school in some ways. And its reali awesome to feel like im someone in that school, to have made an impact to like know everyone from the school. Haha.
Nothing much reali happened today jus that my stupid stomach feels reali reali weird this morning. Like there were knives cutting thru my internal organs, making me feel weak and vulnerable. I felt this way before but it wasn’t as severe as it happened this morning. I dunno what’s wrong but when I started walking it hurts agn. The pain is so unbearable till I cant even stand upright! I only can squat and wait for the pain to go away!
AHHH! Someone please kill me! Haha. If you could feel my pain then he anger will go away making me feel alive. The sorrows vanquish in thin air bringing back the happiness. The sun shines through the clear blue skies.
I am as happy as a lark, but how long will this happiness last…….?
eddysrah♥
