Its bored reali, playing the same old song and it will be even more boring when you only jam the same songs for weeks! Yea, true enough competition's coming up and we seriously need better songs for it in order to win. HOW? we have ONE MORE WEEK!
Ok, back from my stupid pause, damn! I got freaking squashed by the "BIG" boys from the class. Lionel, Sam, Alex...even Ishaq joined in! Dey, wat jiwa you talking about? haha. And in the stupid process, i think i hurt my ribs. Its freaking hurting right now as I type this. I'm never lying down in class anymore, its an un-called for decision for the boys to start "tao pok-ing" you. =_="
And WHYYYYY?
This stupid word has been spreading thru my mind like a mutated virus. The headaches and sleepless nights are making things worst for me. I don't understand how someone can fall for others without even considering factors....
It's just wrong. And not only is it wrong, but it feels weird too. I mean, find someone like yourself in the mirror! See the link? Damn it!
And now my stupid knee is hurting badly! From a stupid decision in which we made, by fighting over who goes first for their presentations, yea it's childish, I KNOW THAT! But that's about how my classmates and I are, CHILDISH! haha.
We're from 17-20, and like a number of years have passed by at the same time leaving our childhood days behind, so is it wrong to bring back our lost childhoods? Go figure.
What pisses me off the most is that some people doesn't appreciate it. Ok maybe the word "appreciate" is a wrong word but what else can i replaced that word with? I mean if I'm childish, so be it, that's just me, am I always THAT childish? If I am, when? If you say all the time then justify it, I just hate it when people start to act all mature and all, you can be mature soon but please don't act so mature! Why waste your youth when you still can live it.
Some people claim that it's because it's embarrassing but then again I wonder, when kids are kids, do you think they're embarrassed with what they do? I agree that they're kids so they have every rights to be childish but come on la, we're young adults, mind you, YOUNG adults so we are still entitled to some childish-ness.
Well, I'm getting freakingly tired suddenly, must be because of the sudden rush of energy to the mind, or because I hardly had a fruitful sleep. I sure need to get some sleep, but fuck, I can't sleep! Must be some problems that's making me like this.
I seriously sometimes don't wish to sleep. Just wanna live through the night. The night's short, whyy waste it with sleep? When you can occupy it with some fun and entertainment.
Then again, you need people who are like me to do that. But how many people are like that?
I wonder.....
eddysrah♥
