What right does a father have in htting his own son, his bloody own flesh and blood. I doubt its legal. Wait if it is illegal and I can sue the asshole right?
I don't understand how someone can get sooo fired up over money issues. I mean, its just money right? so what if you're declared bankrupt, I mean that just mean whatever you own gets taken back right? so by what that sentence means, is that my family won't own anything right? lol.
Wrong, sad to say, I have like 15k worth of assets under my belt and like i can cash out that money and help pay whatever my dad fucking owns, but you know what's the stupid irony about him, he doesn't believe me! And that asshole starts hitting me, telling me to wake up when I'm already wide awake!
I don't get it, just because I work in a company that they think can't make it, but I'm already half way there, how can it not make it? Weird...
Whatever, now all I can do is sit and wait till my dad comes crying to me, asking me whether I have money, haha, and I'll go like:"if next time you need money, don't hit me...!"
That's one side of the problem, now is the other side. Somehow ah, I can never know why I felt so weird in my entire life! I mean, I never felt pain, anger, happiness, lost and cheerful all at the same time. No let me paraphrase that, I never felt all forms of emotions all in a SINGLE DAY! If you're wondering how I do it, I can't tell you. And now I suddenly feel like writing a freaking song, but I dunno what genre I'm goin for and what type of music suits the song. HAHA!
Ok, and so, feelings feelings feelings, hmmm, what is feelings anyway? I don't know. If anyone of you does, let me know ya? Oh and if you're gonna say its a way how people feel then i tell you save it, don't need to tell me more. Cos basically I'm not looking for those kind of answers, I'm looking for more depth in the meaning.
Oh ya, and then there's this time which my classmates were on the topic about who suffers more, people who can't tear or people who can tear. Well, basically, in my own opinion, I do agree that people who can't tear will suffer more emotional problems than those that can. Its kinda simple to look at it because imagine if you are feeling reali sad and you can't cry, how do you get rid of the pain? Well, I do have to agree that crying doesn't remove the pain TOTALLY but it helps numb the feelings for awhile, until you get your senses back and then you know why you are feeling sad. And apart from looking at sadness, happiness can be distinguished thru tears as well, its a sentimental feeling in which someone feels and cannot only expressed thru smiling or laughing, that's way tearing comes in, you tear when you are feeling this sense of joy in which you can't just say it out or smile it out, you need another source in which to express how much happiness you are feeling.
I had this feeling once, and it happened just recently. Of course, I don't reali wanna talk about it even though it was a happy feeling but its kinda between myself and the feelings. But I sure have experienced all sorts of emotions that I somehow know that each situation will end off with an emotion in which I expect it to hit. ok, that last sentence somehow sounded out of placed, but i think you get the idea.
Anyway, its getting late, and I've got a date with lion and piggy later at yishun, so may be I'll feel something later on, but, whyyy Yishun?!
It's a fucking boring place....
eddysrah♥
