To remember the memories, to remember the times spent and to eventually remember the last few hours of the time together is really mind boggling and painful to do it. As of now when I'm typing this, anger and sorrow starts filling my heart again, I guess the blow was too hard to handle.
But, its okay. I'm okay. I have friends which i can count on. They're really good and they never let me down. This is what i call friends.
Sad to say, even though it was unexpected to end, it was unexpected to begin with too. But now, since its over, I don't really mind how it went down but just the promises that were given were hopeful but I shouldn't have kept a deep impression on her.
But who cares anyway, its another girl lost and too bad for her she's falling for the wrong kinda guy. Even mummy agrees that that kinda guy is not worth her time which i totally agree as he aint a guy at all. He treats her like shit, makes use of her and furthermore hits her, what kinda guy does that?
Anyway, I won't wanna ponder even more about this, its time I move on, but I have hope that soon she'll be running back to me. But its just hope. Not really putting too much hope on her.
I have to agree, life's like that and the hardest words to say is I love you, I miss you and Help me. Indeed during the relationship I hardly say that I love you or when I miss you. Its really hard to do so but yea, i guess she was looking for someone who will say those kind of words.
Well, I'm gonna start hanging with my friends now and since i lost so much time with them, its about time i start doing so.
Oh well, that's about it.
eddysrah♥
