OKay go, lets go! Finally peace at long last. I can never tell you how happy I am now or at least how i'm feeling now but bottom line is, my conscious are clear and my path is set. So how now u ask me, simple! It's up to me. You'll seee....
Haha, okay so basically what i was talking about is that i've been having this issues that have been unsolve for almost dunno how long but finally, it came to halt and all seems to be good at long last. But did you notice that i used the word "seems", well, from what i see everything's a happy ending, but this stupid gut feeling of mine somehow tells me that NO, it will surface again but i dun want it to.
Sleepless nights have got me better of being myself. Somehow these past events have made me grow and mature. Well, the mind's the strongest place and a good starting point to improve. So i guess that's where now im maturing.
Like people always tell me, u can't satisfy everyone u know and I see that VERY clearly now. So I have to make a decision and hopefully not regret when the time comes. But usually decisions i make may seem inevitable but at the end of the day, its actually for a good cause.
So now that there's peace and maybe harmony, I'm glad this is all over, and things will return back to the way it is...
eddysrah♥
Yo ho lets go! Bloody hell, I dun even rmb when was the last time I actually blogged here or rather when i last wrote out what i wanted to write. But yea, a chain of events just so happened recently which hmm, i can truely say is mind boggling.
I dunno how else to say it but i just guess frenship can just turn super sour within an hour. Well, it was just due to some minor social error which have now became a huge problem in my own freaking small society. But now I just feel that no one's to blame or rather no one should be faulted at. People have weaknesses and they make mistakes.
Tell me honestly, which human being is hugely perfect? NO ONE! If everyone's perfect, no drastic environmental problem would be at risk now neither having cancerous cells spreading all over the world. Its inevitable no one is perfect.
Well, now that things have been done, it cannot be undone, like how history is history, so be it. Let's just all let time pass and see how things will go as time to come.
Cheerios to everyone I know and those who are reading this now...
eddysrah♥