Thursday, May 28, 2009 12:04 AM

Let me introduce you to two persons that lives on an isolated island that only has both presence as their only formed of entertainment.

The story of how the 2 got into the island was never known but now they only have each other to get by life before someone actually comes and rescue either of them. The greatese thing was that these 2 happened to be of different genders, both have their own kind of personality and at the start life just seems fine for them living on the island.

Stranded together since 2months back, the couple found each other's company rather intersting and unique, the feeling that they've found the right one. But we all know, finding that RIGHT one is never easy and opportunities does present itself but who says nurturing cannot be done?

HAHA! Only knowing that they we're thrown onto this island alone, the couple never really knew how and why they actually got onto that island but nonetheless they enjoyed the company of both parties. They would go to bed really late and somehow both felt that sleeping isn't the right option to take even though they're tired. They preferred staring into each other's sparkling eyes without exchanging a word. The silence would seem very entertaining for both of them, they could go around without even talking or just sit and stare. The funny thing was, all these positive feelings happened 2months back, during the "happy" period.

Now, after so long, things just seem to go in different directions, sparks flew here and there. The trees would cause rustles so hard, sometimes it knocks one of them hard in the head, springing them back to reality. No one loves to be in problems, but these are just blocks for them to step up and grow up together. Dun forget, they only have each other to make their time worthwhile on the island, in other words they need each other to survive.

Its not an easy task, they have to fend food for themselves and they never must leave each other alone at night or else wild boars and animals would come and harm them. Back to back they must watch, its not an easy island to live by and to worsen it, they dun really have much to help them survive only their knowledge and past experiences.

On and off they would argue about little issues but somehow, the couple actually fell in love in the process of knowing each other, and with each passing day, their love grew but to how big, no one noes.

Only they know this, and time will soon tell how big their love can grow......

eddysrah♥

Monday, May 25, 2009 1:26 PM



"WHY? "




That word just seemed to be surfacing every single time my mind seems to be at ease or when i feel less troubled than before. Nothing seemed to be help me much now. Yes people tell me that everything will get better, I know it will get better but how do we know or do you know it will? You're not GOD to begin with, but maybe through experience it will.




I'm seriously going thru a fucking hard time now to get over these issues, friends try and help, even my girlfriend's there to lend a hand to me but I myself dun really know what's going on or how to settle these. It's difficult to get by life now.




Money isn't the problem anymore, but rather holding on to people is the main issue that I think is really pissing me off.




The funny thing is that people say when you meet your loved ones, you should feel warmth, joy, love etc etc, the positive emotions of life. The bottom line is I am not feeling any of those, but rather, sadness, hate, vengeance fills my blood with pain and anger. How do I succumb to these? Anyone out there to really know what i'm going thru?




True enough I am in denial most of the time. I have a girlfriend but sometimes I really wished she would be there to always hear me out but then again, she has her life and her other commitments to go through, and I dun wanna always be the one in the light, I like helping people, I've helped a lot, but where are those shit heads that I helped? Or is everyone really happy with their life now and no one really gives a damn about anything else??




I try not to show that Im troubled, but even the most simple person that doesn't know anything about body feelings can tell that i'm deeply in trouble, I dunno what to do. I wanna end my life, not because I have nothing but there's this pain and guilt in me that's seriously bothering me SOOO GOD DAMN MUCH THAT I SERIOUSLY FEEL HOPELESS!!




I wanna be there for my girl, when she's in need of me..




But how? That's why I wanna leave all my problems aside and keep other's around me happy but I dun think that's happening. Everyone seemed to be smiling and I'm not. A mask that i where around me that would show not the side of me right now. A facade that people would see the wrong things.




Baby, I know you're trying your very best to help me through this but I guess you really dun have much to do or give me now. I just want you to be happy and what I'm going through now is seriously making you feel rather terrible and helpless. I know and I am sorry, I need you by my side more than ever. We're only starting out and I dun wanna make you feel this way this early. But sad to say darling, things just doesn't seem to work out right for me now. I need you to be stronger than me now and not to give up even if things seemed to be hopeless for us. True that I can make you happy but now i need you to be in my shoes, to make me shine like the way you used to. Deep down you should know i truely love you and I dunno how else to show you or put it in words to show my love to you....




Just take care of yourself if anything does happen to me...




Be it good or bad, I am still here for you!




Love you baby :)








eddysrah♥

Tuesday, May 19, 2009 2:16 PM


WHEN VENGEANCE MEETS SERPENTINE

The same kind of feelings that actually surrounds the couple is brought forth by a wrath of force that expels all others within.

I kinda like the idea that I'm attached. I'm still finding it hard to get along with her but at the same time I like the pace that we're going thru right now. Not too fast and not too slow.

Only 12 days' pass but I guess I feel as if I knew her long before. And I feel as if this is like FATE.

I dun like the idea of getting hurt but after all, we haven't really hurt each other yet. But i guess soon it will be time to raise the bar and get injuries. It's soon to be time to grow up and take on challenges head on. 

But no matter how it turns out, 

I LOVE YOU! 




eddysrah♥

Wednesday, May 13, 2009 1:58 PM

THERE'S THIS GIRL THAT I SAW,
THAT'S WHEN I KNEW I'D FALL,
FOR SOMEONE SO BRIGHT LIKE THE STAR.
SHE HAD THE GLOW OF AN ANGEL,
THE SMILE OF A DEVIL,
THE BODY OF A SUPERMODEL.
HER VOICE IS TENDER AND SWEET,
THAT MADE ME DROP TO MY KNEES;
BEGGING FOR ME FOR HER TO NOT STOP.
HER SKIN WAS SOFT LIKE FEATHERS,
HER FEELINGS WERE PRECIOUS;
ANOTHER REASON FOR THIS SONG...

IF YOU COULD SEE RIGHT THROUGH ME;
WE WILL SHARE THOSE FEELINGS THAT ARE YET TO BE.
IF YOU COULD SEE RIGHT THROUGH ME,
YOU'LL KNOW THAT WE'RE MEANT TO BE.

NOW THAT I KNOW HER, I WOULD NEVER CONFUSE HER
WITH SOMEONE THAT'S IN HER HEART.
I WILL BE FAITHFUL TO HER,
AND ALWAYS BE THERE FOR SURE,
CAUSE LOSING HER IS NOT MY PART.
I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER ,
THE TIMES AND THE MOMENT;
THAT WOULD MAKE US WHAT WE ARE.
ITS ALMOST THE END OF THE SONG,
I STILL WANNA GO ON
BECAUSE I KNOW SHE'D LOVE THIS SONG :D

IF YOU COULD SEE RIGHT THROUGH ME;
WE WILL SHARE THOSE FEELINGS THAT ARE YET TO BE.
IF YOU COULD SEE RIGHT THROUGH ME,
YOU'LL KNOW THAT WE'RE MEANT TO BE.

I NEVVER WANNA BE WITHOUT YOU,
I NEVER WANNA BE ALL ALONE.
I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW;
THAT IM REALLY MISSING YOU
AND I NEED YOU IN MY LIFE, OH BABY!

JUST 3 WORDS THAT YOU SHOULD KNOW,
AND I HOPE THAT YOU WILL KNOW THAT
I'M SINCERE AND TRUE;

I LOVE YOU


eddysrah♥

Monday, May 11, 2009 3:20 PM

Greetings to all my readers out there, I'm actually typing with a bleeding finger and thus staining the letters on my keyboard but nonetheless, I still wanna let you readers fill in to the juicy stories about my interesting life. :D

On the 7th Of May 2009, a love story unfolded and cherishing the moment both lovers were intrigued by one another's voices and jokes. It was an unexplanable feeling that only the couples know. A reason for this is fate.

None will know how they got together only those who are really close and follows this story will roughly know, but still the story lies within their hearts.

The chapters are only in the beginning, all the characters have yet to be staged and storied but the love storyline have been written. Not so soon will they fight but this Romeo and Juliet have found what they wanted for now.

Further chapters have yet to be written but this can be twisted or well writtened.

But in every chapter Romeo will make his presence known to Juliet. It's just how strong it will last that would keep these lovebirds going on...

I LOVE YOU BABY

eddysrah♥


Yours truly
Eddy♥
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