Yes, the show has ended, no more fights, no more laugh, no more love.
What more could i fight for? What more could i ask for? None...
But apart from the sadness, i did learn a thing or two about this almost perfect relationship.
The 1st thing, when you know you cant handle something don't use ur ego as an excuse to do it.
No 2. When you know the going gets tough, back down and you can see that there's actually other fishes in the sea.
No 3. If you can, don't give in too much, or else you won't get you just deserts.
No 4. Be kind, but don't be too kind.
No 5. When you're sweet, don't become sour. ( A huge turn off)
No 6. Just stick to your own frens.
No 7. Don't be shy to let loose, let ppl look at you from their perspective.
No 8. Be yourself, try not to be someone for somebody.
No 9. Learn to master a skill.
No 10. DON'T COMPARE!
No 11. When you listen, listen half, the other you make the decision.
No 12. Accomplish something for yourself, not for someone.
No 13. Do what you do best.
No 14. Don't expect something in return. I.E. when u surprise someone, don't expect a smile or a laugh...just expect the unexpected.
No 15. Set higher bench mark to achieve.
No 16. When you fight, NEVER NEVER give in!
No 17. Repeat mistakes are a no-no!
No 18. When you lose, admit defeat.
No 19. Stand strong, and don't be in denial.
No 20. Play your own game.
No 21. When you love, love half. ( Really, you wont feel it when it ends)
No 22. Confide things to yourself.
No 23. Your path, if someone wants to join, allow them, if they don't, fuck them up!
No 24. Repeat your strengths.
No 25. Love only when you know you're being loved.
No 26. Don't remember your past.
No 27. Look forward to what you have not what you don't have.
No 28. Don't give yourself a reason to stop.
No 29. Don't learn to forgive.
and lastly,
Always remember the person who manages to put you into the mentioned above. If you look carefully and read and understand, you will know that I went through a lot.
The last pointer to remember would be,
Don't you dare forget who SITI SYAHIRAH is because she's the one that has been sweet and kind all this while and I played the devil in hurting her.
Well that's all folks. I know, I sound like a pathetic fool, but hey, after this relationship. I know where I stand now. ;)
Adios peep dwellers.
eddysrah♥
