Why do i have such confidence to say that line is cause, i for one, knows where i stand in this relationship. yea probably my 30 pointers of a relationship take away can help one understand why one gets into a relationship in the first place. Not to brag, not to make things seem impossible but just as sometimes when things all just seems right, something somewhere has to break apart and it collapses, and of course putting the couple back into building up the foundation mode, making it better and stronger than the last.
So, that's what me and my baby are doing right now. Sure i've been a fag before and sometimes she being a snag but I guess it's cause we love each other well to know the flaws between ourselves and work our way together right love?
Anyway, our relationship so far is one of the best I've had in my years. I feel very energetic and even when we're fighting, I still have the will power to fight on and try and get a grip on what's happening.
To end the fight, we headed down to Zouk for Benny Benassi's performance and sure it was a hell of a night. We had a promise, no, I had a promise to myself that I'd stop the clubbing nights and lead a life without the enjoyment of alcohol every other weekends but the thing is that day was a different day. Babygirl somehow wanted to come, I was both glad and surprised that she made that decision. I know she's not the kind that spend times around heavy duty sub-woofers with hugh smoke machines shooting at ur face and also having huge crowds around you to jostle and dance for space. She's the kind that spends her time with people who are down to earth and doesnt need extra ingredients in their blood to set the mood. I just love my babygirl's wonder :)
So we had a night of fun tgt, for the 1st time in 6th Months i actually stepped back into the club and boy was is good to smell the smoked-filled machine blasting air-conditioned room. hehe. Yea, I missed the times. But its okay, I'm still enjoying my life with my girl.
So Sunday wasn't really much of a hoo-haa, but i sure did enjoy the time spent at home. Mummy made pies and egg tarts and I spent my time watching Ben 10 from 3-5pm and it was really really good. The night came fast and I was out with Naresh and Syafiq in and around Yishun. Just sitting back and chatting with years to come of how our lives have changed.
We talked about almost everything, and when the topic about Soccer came up, I really felt the jeolousy among the conversation. Well, I didn't want to pursue my career as a footballer, but the two knew I had it in me. It's just, I haven't really let myself out to play like how I used to and I dunno if that time will ever come again.
Apart from that, I missed my babygirl every now so often. I really missed the times we used to laugh together and sleeping under the stars with me shivering in the cold and she nicely tug in under my jacket. Hehe! :)
Yea, i do agree I sacrificed a lot for this almost-perfect little princess. But Im glad to say, the sacrifices made are well worth it.
I do feel that now darling, we're entering into a new level of our relationship, where we have less time for each other and mostly communication through the phone. Well, soon you're gonna be away for attachment and me in school settling my GPA and of course finishing up my PP and FYP. I wish you best of luck in the coming months darling. But before our hectic life schedule gets under way, I wish for a night of romance with just me and you and nature.
Let's runaway for the moment and enjoy the company together love :)
What say you?
eddysrah♥
