Not like I love bragging that we're fighting. Not like Im blind to what you're going through. It's just the thought of guessing and asking is a different thing. If I have to always ask you to spell everything out to me is the thing that makes me tick, then I can tell you, your dead wrong. Like what we vow at the start, to not hide anything we feel, I stuck to that vow. U you told me, if Im unhappy about something, voice it out. I did! I was unhappy about ur feelings, I was unhappy about what I did, I let you knew about it. But what did you tell me in return? Instead of confronting my actions, you took it to another level. Bringing back the past and claiming it was the best. Well, the past is the past, and let me remind you that we agreed on a new beginning, and let the past stay as it is. But what is there to look forward to every time I admit my mistake, it ends up like this. Well, about your friend indeed I was the cause of it, but hey, at the end of the day, both of you made a decision which I, for once, didn't force you into losing her. You think I smile silently about you losing your long term friends? You think I like the way that you're making and losing friends? Please, I rather you have friends and me none, cause why, all I need is you. You would disagree and tell me your frens are better and Im nothing compared to them, but have you allowed me to come up to their level, to show you what I meant by im as good as them? I guess not. And don't say i complain a lot about this and that, Im only questioning. And if questioning you begets other reasoning for us to fight then should I question or just react accordingly?

I know you're tired of telling me things to do and what not to do. But come on, a compliment or a remark would be nice in giving me the heads up on what's what. I dun need telling, i dun need reasoning, but what i need is compensation and a feeling that your there. Im sure you're much more brilliant than just running away.