So, there's a particular someone which I'd like to let loose out on. Honestly, if you're smart enough you'd be someone who knows how to control situations like what u used to tell me. But when I come to realize something else about you, I realize that it wasn't what we used to say that we had described about ourselves. We're in two worlds. One, i'm happy living with myself, two, i dunno what's with you. Honestly, i wanna wash away what we had, what we felt and forget you entirely. To be honest, i hate seeing how people use people, but what to do, some are just to blind to see that.
I know now what i must do, which I shudav done a long time ago, but why cant i do that? Hmm. I really wanna understand this deep feeling im having but i know its only a hindrance to what's coming up ahead. I hate the fact we know how we feel inside but somehow, we're stubborn about it. Whatever the situation, I cant face you anymore, not today, not tomorrow, not in the future. I've quit trying and I've given up.
That's it, but I sincerely wished and hope the feelings wont come back. I wanna become numb to you. I dun wanna feel anymore. I just wanna live peacefully for once. THANKS in ADVANCE!
eddysrah♥
